i am lazy
i am scared
i'm confused
i'm so unsure
i am self destructive
i think too much
i think too little
i don't know what
i want to know
i don't know what
i'm talking about
i am driven
demotivated
i am shallow
i am deep
i'm not awake
not asleep
i feel fine
i don't feel
i am numb
but not enough
i am shrinking
vaporising
sinking
but just not enough
i don't know what's going on
i don't know what to do
i'm in between worlds
can't cross the river
i am bad but not enough
i am good but not enough
i am not happy
i am not sad
i'm not sane
i am not mad
i am just not
enthusiastic enough to live...